
8-23-04
Today was bad news all around
nothing tragic
just disappointing--
but still I am sad
am trying to get rid of this little ball of anger,
here in my throat and there in my heart..
now I am moving on.
and right now I feel so far from home.
I wish I could speak it or write it..
but it's..
personal..
you know how it is here in blog land
you choose to keep it or let it go..
Guess this is one I have to keep.
not that I want to
know open secrets
As soon as I heard it I turned on my music
and let her rip..
the Scorpions..
stinging..
Cause I couldn't think.. only listen
and then I had to listen to something other
than what my brain just told me
that my ears just said.
but I'm moving on.. cause I like it that way..
don't like to stay too close to no problems for too long..
for way too long..
and right now I feel so far from home
I haven't cried.. but I think I want to
might make me feel even better
but there's not enough in me to make it happen..
to make the tears come.
I'm not a crier.. of life's "little" disappointments..
and doubt if I'm about to start now
Anyway, God always makes it better,
but sometimes in my humanness I forget..
and right now I feel so far from home.
It's a good thing God sees me
cause right now I'm invisible
cause it was a disappointing day..
..nothing tragic
I wish I could write it
but I am moving on
and I feel so far from home..
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